You claimed to love me while we both know that was cap
I claimed to love you while I'm loving on my ex
This love is toxic yet we always run it back
We treat each other like we just bone and some flesh
Fuck my emotions always wanted to be brave
Life cut me open gave me nothing to replace
I'm in a rush and been hours on the way
Just to see a bitch I don't even know her name
Swear my life reads like a fantasy
Never though that I gave up on my reality
I'm not the person that I try to be
He's been hidden by the demons deep inside of me
Yeah
I'm feeling caged like an animal
Made big mistakes everywhere I go
This has never been the way to go
You'll never find my name on a pedestal
I feel shadows out there lurking in the dark,
They scream my name feels like bullets to my heart
Wonder who will be the enemy
Whole my life has been a tragedy
I feel shadows out there lurking in the dark,
They scream my name feels like bullets to my heart
Wonder who will be the enemy
Whole my life has been a tragedy
I live my life like I've got money on my head
Somedays I say let somebody catch a check
Other days I get kisses on my neck
Good and bad everyday can be a treat
I'm not an angel frankly closer to a devil
I'm lost at sea would kill a sucker for his peddle
I'm feeling pain got a lot to figure out
Demotivated will I ever make it out
Wish that I could do it all over again
But that isn't an option I just got to make it work
Battery low but Imma charge em up again
Been out there on my own but would like if I said that I
Couldn't use a friend
These days been cold at the bottom
Searching for my soul in troubled waters
Tragedy never easily forgotten
I feel shadows out there lurking in the dark,
They scream my name feels like bullets to my heart
Wonder who will be the enemy
Whole my life has been a tragedy
I feel shadows out there lurking in the dark,
They scream my name feels like bullets to my heart
Wonder who will the enemy
Whole my life has been a tragedy