Outside at night time with my shades on Now I'm getting tipsy by myself like I'm J-Kwon Felt the envy go away and now the hates gone I feel weakness every day I'm trying to stay strong Say what you gotta say just don't take long I don't got the patience my minds already gone I was passing out on the front lawn Still the same person even when they turn the cameras on Chainmaille around my heart no Camelot Lotta bad things went down in that parking lot Lotta bad thoughts in my mind, I don't talk a lot Tryna clean up my act but I missed a spot Acid reflux like my stomachs full of pop rocks From the inside out I can feel the rot I know that its not good for me, I don't know how to stop Now I see the devil staring at me on the countertop