Alone
Alone
Alone
Uh
I don't wanna fuck or make love; I wanna talk
Got a lot racing on my mind, can't stop
Thought she got pregnant; woulda been a lot
Can't afford a baby, so we would've had to pop
Cherry stems scattered in the streets where I walk
Look around; I can't even find a fuckin mop
How am I supposed to stay clean if I can't even stop
Wish I had a father who could teach me how to stop
This city'll change you
Rearrange parts that you thought would never change you
Moral compass breaks down every time they pay you
Plan b turn to plan a when they pay you
I just want a girl who can help me be the real me
It's hard enough to stay true, let alone heal me
Chasing this dream, even if it fuckin kills me
Ride or die on my mind, even if it kills me
Mind on the trigger
Walked away from six figures, figures
Gotta take risks to get bigger, figures
Used to fuck bitches on tinder
Now I know I shoulda' stayed with her
Instead, I watched that flower fuckin wither
Damn
Now I just feel so alone
And I'd feel more alone
If I took a girl home
No texts on my phone
I just wanna be alone
I just wanna be a-lone
I been playing with these pain pills all night long
I'ma take em till I can't feel so damn strong
Can you tell me how I got here; feeling so lost
In the morning when I wake up, you'll be gone
I don't wanna fuck or make love; I wanna talk
Got a lot racing on my mind, can't stop
Thought she got pregnant; woulda been a lot
Can't afford a baby, so we would've had to pop
Cherry stems scattered in the streets where I walk
Look around; I can't even find a fuckin mop
How am I supposed to stay clean if I can't even stop
Wish I had a father who could teach me how to stop
This city'll change you
Rearrange parts that you thought would never change you
Moral compass breaks down every time they pay you
Plan b turn to plan a when they pay you
I just want a girl who can help me be the real me
It's hard enough to stay true, let alone heal me
Chasing this dream, even if it fuckin kills me
Ride or die on my mind, even if it kills me
Yeah
Life like a reel
Young wolf running through the streets tryna feel
Notches on the bed for every heart that I steal
Steel hearts breaking while they try to conceal
All the hurt inside, you and other guys
Never felt the same, I was different; you tried
Tried to hang on, tried to hold tight
Tried to get back what you lost your whole life
But nighttime came, and you couldn't be alone
I was at work late, and you were at home
You thought I was cheating on you, thought that I stole
Moments with another girl moments unknown
Yeah, so you let me find texts
You wanted me to know that I knew what you'd done
Little did you know I was falling in love
Thought you were the one, thought you were the one
Damn
I been playing with these pain pills all night long
I'ma take em till I can't feel so damn strong
Can you tell me how I got here; feeling so lost
In the morning, when I wake up, you'll be gone
You'll be gone
You'll be gone