I didn't really actually think I'd be here all alone On Christmas Eve I swear, I thought I'd never be alone My baby laying on a gurney in a hospital The walls are white and sinking in just like the winter snow Los Angeles has never felt so far away from home It's crying out for help, can someone, please, just save its soul? I don't know how to pray, I'll try to learn and play my role I can't believe this year's so cold It's gonna be a cold Christmas It's gonna be a cold Christmas It's gonna be a cold Christmas It's gonna be a cold Christmas I'm codependent like the wings on an angel I fold easy when I care, I get too close I fell apart on a holiday, no-ho And I'm just tryna make it through, oh But I'm faded, I'm faded I fucked up, I'm wasted We made it I wish we could say that we made it But I'm faded and I'm faded I fucked up, I'm wasted We made it I wish we could say that we made it It's gonna be a cold Christmas It's gonna be a cold Christmas It's gonna be a cold Christmas It's gonna be a cold Christmas Christmas lights got me drinking on December nights Christmas lights got me thinking 'bout you and I Wish I could warm you in my arms again and kiss you right Wish I could warm you up inside, mm