It's crowded around me, But I'm so lonely. I'm hurting, I'm dying. I feel this all the time. Every day I get closer to the coldness of the grave. Why did this happen? Why was I born? Why is my exam not finished? I didn't want much, I just wanted to live. To live even though I'm going to die. I have no purpose, I have no strength to live. I forgot what love is. I am so weak. I'm dying! I don't have much time left, I feel it. Why is everyone hypocritical? What sin have I committed? I'm dying! Mom, dad I'm coming to you! I need your love. Why did you leave me? I need your warmth. I miss you so much. I'm coming to you, I'm almost dead. I'm coming to you!