Still wish I could say "thank you" to her
I wonder if she even remembers
Her voice spoke for mine
"She's crying, she's crying"
I wonder if you knew what you were doing
Five years later
I still have trouble with strangers
I still taste the dirt from your unwanted fingers
I still haven't told my own parental figures and
You polluted me
You polluted me
Really can't believe someone who
Cared for me said I should
Keep my mouth shut or it'll backfire on me
As if
I was in it for the name
As if
I wasn't as affected, I just wanted you to blame
Five years later
I still have trouble with strangers
I still taste the dirt from your unwanted fingers
I still haven't told my own parental figures and
Still don't even know who you are, but
I don't even know if I want to
A thousand pairs of eyes around us
You didnt even mind it
You liked it, didnt you
Just want to say "thank you" to her
Shes stronger than im scared
To admit that id be if it were
Anybody else but me
You polluted me
You polluted me