So many times i wonder What i'm doing wrong No matter how much i try it I never get to reach my goal Probably it's a divine punishment Or maybe it's hell that laughs at me Things go worse when i expect them go bad I feel such a great emptiness inside of me A search for something that does not come When the day has come A distant voice i'm trying to follow A sign should come Did anyone ever choose? When does my life will turn the one I've always wanted I have no luck whatever i do And i wonder if i deserve it Is it so difficult to get some happiness? Is it so difficult to find peace inside of me?