I don't really wanna talk about what's on my mind Can't you tell me all the little things I can't define? Like where were you last summer? And all through December Can't I remember anything but the golden times? Maybe I'll find some peace of mind, mind Maybe I won't, maybe I won't Ooh, sometimes I still wonder why you're not around Sometimes I still think about it Ooh, sometimes I still feel like I'm drowning out Forget about it, can't compensate no more Maybe I stop questioning the meaning You'd ask me what is real And maybe where my head's been But back in the day, I remember my face I romanticize the feeling Bottle up the reasons, I think I can make it Ooh, sometimes I still wonder why you're not around Sometimes I still think about it Ooh, sometimes I still feel like I'm drowning out Forget about it, can't compensate no more ♪ I'm closing my eyes, ask if I'm alive No, I'm just tired and can't fall asleep I'm really just fine, but I've realized I can't rely on you, anymore