I want you to tell me What was i supposed to do And i won't let you blame me Think i'm done with avoiding you Cause it's not my fault That it all went wrong And it wasn't love And i tried it all Now i'm feeling numb I need more drugs My body's sore I'm on the floor I don't wanna feel like this or like that My heart is breaking in half Already feel like a mess Already feel like i'm dead I try my best but it's not enough I guess that i'm not the one I guess that i fucked it up The pain just will never stop I know you used me But i won't fall again And i won't play pretend Girl you never were my friend I'm tired of all the lies I hope this is the end And i hope you tell your friends That i broke your heart again It feels like girls don't really like me They just wanna hurt my psyche In the end it always bites me yeah I know that i won't fall in love again Because you fucked it up for them Why can't i get you out my head? yeah I don't wanna feel like this or like that My heart is breaking in half Already feel like a mess Already feel like i'm dead I try my best but it's not enough I guess that i'm not the one I guess that i fucked it up The pain just will never stop