"Take it all and go on" I've been trying, I haven't got that far Lost myself in a wave of absent thought Did I deserve this? What'd it cost? Think they want something that I'm not Half a mind to go Stay in the valley, time moves slow Think of any ways I'd hurt the ones Who bleed my own blood, time has come And some things can't just be undone I see it now I'd been focused on myself And it wore me down When I pushed you out And I can't change how I'd been But maybe I can fix things If you want to hear me out But if you want, I can let you down I've been trying to feign some comfort Trying to hold appearances that I can keep My guilt subdued without reconciling I see it now I'd been focused on myself And it wore me down When I pushed you out And I can't change how I'd been But maybe I can fix things If you want to hear me out But if you want, I can let you down Would it make a difference now? So I'll be right in the valley Where god has turned and run And everyone I've loved is gone I see it now I'd been focused on myself And it wore me down When I pushed you out And I can't change how I'd been But maybe I can fix things If you want to hear me out But if you want, I can let you down