I just thought you saw what I saw A new version of us that grew out That grew out of its skin But I guess (I guess) That you never had any big intentions Of coming back to me like I thought Like I thought but oh well 'Cause it's me Who made those mistakes and it's me Who lays awake thinking 'bout What was and what could have been After all this time we, after all of this After all of this time we, all of this After all of this time we, all of this After all of this time we, all of this After all of this time we We joke about the future what hasn't come for you yet 'Cause I'm still living in this fantasy inside my own head I'm not crazy, I'm not crazy I'm just sad 'Cause it's me Who made those mistakes and it's me Who lays awake thinking 'bout What was and what could have been After all this time we, after all of this After all of this time we, all of this After all of this time we, all of this After all of this time we, all of this After all of this time we We joke about the future what hasn't come for you yet 'Cause I'm still living in this fantasy inside my own head I'm not crazy, I'm not crazy I'm just sad