Tulips by my bedside Petals open up until they fall California night sky No I can't see the stars at all Losing my grip, understand you Left with my world in your hands too I can't believe that I had you Finding myself isn't easy Living with phantom feelings Dying to be my own friend When I am my worst enemy It's okay, I'll get over it Like I do, like I always did It's okay, I'll get over it Like I do, like I always did And I'm a ghost Trying to live for the most Swimming through the motions Drowning emotions Holding my breath just to really feel something (yea) And I'm a ghost Not a vessel with the soul I'm a shadow a memory Haunting my enemies (It's pretty accurate) Losing my grip, understand you Left with my world in your hands too I can't believe that I had you Finding myself isn't easy Living with phantom feelings Dying to be my own friend When I am my worst enemy It's okay, I'll get over it Like I do, like I always did It's okay, I'll get over it Like I do, like I always did Phantom feelings Phantom feelings