You wasn't there When I had my first born Had to rob a nigga Re up Then go get the work gone You wasn't there When I crashed Into that pole Car rolled But my body Still attaching to my soul And where was you When Meme died I'm still hurting Haven't even cried But this hurt Can turn to anger Let my demons slide Took it to another level Haven't seen this side I can put you in a casket With meanest tie You can't stop him So don't even try Some days I don't want to be alone When people around me I still feel like I'm alone I grew up moving State to state I don't feel I have a home I need stability To harness All these skills I'm tryna hone Cuz time is running out I see the clock is ticking Niggas wanna kill me Bitches Wanna leave My pockets missing I ain't grow up poor Would always Keep a pot to piss in The best advice I could give Try not to diss him Cuz I'll rock you Then I'll let my lawyer Rock the system I find it strange How you claim I'm rocking different When you let Theses niggas copy My style and Rearrange my Compositions Then wonder why I say It's no competition Bitch I been a boss And it ain't no changing My decisions I've cut family off Because they hang with Opposition I've been working out Increasing my strength And my condition At the gun range Practicing my aim And my precision Tryna keep this Glock From clickin They keep feeding My suspicion Got a strong grip Nigga like me Cannot be slipping Level 4 vest A gun shot Could lead to my perdition They think if I'm out the Way Then they could be in my position You wasn't there When I had my first born Had to rob a nigga Re up Then go get the work gone You wasn't there When I crashed Into that pole Car rolled But my body Still attaching to my soul And where was you When Meme died I'm still hurting Haven't even cried But this hurt Can turn to anger Let my demons slide Took it to another level Haven't seen this side