Why can't people see that a world filled with pain and misery, is essential for me? I'm the most miserable being that walks this earth. I'm the bitter sweet victim of bloodshed. I wrapped myself in anger and filled myself with hate. Pursuing love with a vengeful heart was a recipe for disaster. What did I expect? I 'm about to be consumed by the darkness of my thoughts. The vultures circle around my head while maggots feast on my flesh. I'm the king of death and disease, sitting on a throne of humiliation. Relieve me. It's a war I can't win. I stare at my own defeat but I'm still convinced that this is not my end. A land full of corpses, an army of death. There is no stopping me. I find relief in misery. This is the point of no return, I lost more than I ever had. Bit by bit, I'm dying on the inside. But even when I'm gone, my wave of destruction will carry on.