Sitting here, drinking my pain away
Flashbacks to your lovely face
So drunk. I can hardly feel
And time hardly feels real
Staring down an empty bottle
What am I but a bad role model
Cutting ties with friends and family
Criticized but I take it badly
I know they only want to help
But I can't seem to help myself
Drinking binge and I feel so alone
I just lost everything I own
Sitting here, drinking my pain away
Flashbacks to your lovely face
So drunk. I can hardly feel
And time hardly feels real
I've pushed too hard. I've lost it all
No birthday cards. No one to call
My family jut don't trust me
So I pour myself another drink
Whiskey, Vodka, and Mezcal
I stay drunk from dusk to dawn
Its a big mystery to me
How I'm not on the streets
I can still redeem
Sitting here, drinking my pain away
Flashbacks to your lovely face
So drunk. I can hardly feel
And time hardly feels real
Sitting here, drinking my pain away
Flashbacks to your lovely face
So drunk. I can hardly feel
And time hardly feels real