In the blink of an eye It flashes by As if everything made sense Can't say a word I hold it back Goddamn I fed this curse This is goodbye For every word I chocked on This is goodbye I guess I'm losing it A shovel to my left A glorious mess I can't withdraw I guess things got out of hand Way too fast I'm standing here With empty hands And there is nothing left in me I'm out of breath From all of these words To sanitize my needs To sanitize my needs I can't feel a thing Because of you I choke on every fucking word I spoke and spoke and spoke And carried on with a burden How much has to be said To feel just a little It's fucked it's rigged I think I'm losing it This is goodbye I'm leaving everything behind I'm standing here With empty hands And there is nothing left in me I'm out of breath From all of these words To sanitize my needs Another minute won't change a thing Another second it's all the same It's all the fucking same