Day by Day
Struggling
To find peace of mind
In this misery
Morbid thoughts
Lingering around my neck
All I need is some
Air to breathe
My mind starts bleeding, leaking
All those horrible thoughts
I hate myself I hate it all
I wish I could break it, burn it
Depression carves through skin and bones
Self-hate runs through my veins
This won't
Ever be the same
Those thoughts
Are running this hell
Running this hell
Running this hell
Baby, if I get lost in this night
Would you be the one to hold me tight
I don't know if I could do it without you, without you
Baby, if I get lost in this night
Would you be the one to hold me tight
I don't know if I could do it without you, without you
Swallowed and strangled
Beat up and then fainted
All of my dreams
Became haunted places
I can run and hide
Bury faith and pride
Safe haven
I'll end it first
Self-hate runs through my veins
This won't
Ever be the same
Those thoughts
Are running this hell
Running this hell
Running this hell
Baby, if I get lost in this night
Would you be the one to hold me tight
I don't know if I could do it without you, without you
Baby, if I get lost in this night
Would you be the one to hold me tight
I don't know if I could do it without you, without you
Self-hate, it's the way I want to meditate
The thought in my head just leave me for dead
Why won't I just finally stay awake
These pills don't work
The hatred starts to rise and all see is my own demise
The ashes of my past have disappeared in a blink of an eye
The past haunts my pain
I realize what I left behind
Now I sit in this room all alone
I pick the flesh off of my bone
As the time goes by, as the time goes by
Oh my, how we have grown
I fucking hate myself
I fucking hate myself