Man I love rap but the odds are depressing
Why do I have to dream big
Then wake up in the desert
Why you need a message
Just to listen to my record
Swear to god this shit is hard
And I'm so close to saying fuck it
But I know that I can't escape it
Get back to writing rhymes when the walls start caving
I got like twenty fans but I know
They're waiting
And I am not ungrateful I appreciate it
Hope dies when today becomes yesterday, remember mama crying
When my grandma passed the other day
I don't know how I felt
I just wrote a verse about it
Read it a week later only
Then I could cry about it
I am insensitive attention ain't so tentative, if the cold needed a PR
I'd be its representative
Comedians kill themselves and
I am just the class clown
But all of you are graduates
So now instead I write my jokes down
I'm blessed I guess, I got the gift to carry on, Ooh
And in the coldest nights
I have a talk with God and ask him
What he wants
It just breaks my heart that I always
Want more
From you
From you
Migraines and wine television and insomnia
Hanging out every night with me like familia
But I can still function life's a bag I'm still punching
Till I K.O or run way way out of options
This ain't no cali or Toronto
This is the nowhere
You need get out of Pronto
This is where the evil of the world comes to haunt you
And where white people come and build careers about you
Haha
I'm a study case if my rap is politics
Oh it ain't about the middle east? Just don't bother with
Is he a moderate? A Palestinian refugee? I will support his music
Cause it just fucking talks to me
Man what the fuck? You tryna get some validation?
Through my fucking brown ass, so you can be a good Caucasian?
Just pick up meditation, cause I cannot save you
In the coldest nights it's back to god he asked me why you late dude
I'm blessed I guess, I got the gift to carry on, Ooh
And in the coldest nights
I have a talk with God and ask him
What he wants
It just breaks my heart that I always
Want more
From you
From you
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And don't you come here if you are not ready to lose it all for me
Cause i've been waiting for your greatness
For long and long and long
And don't you come here if you are not ready to lose it all for me
Cause i've been waiting for your greatness
For long and long and long