Through you I'm living my worst desire You are the boat who's sailing across my flesh The plague that will make me sterile The infected blood that made me alive I am nothing I am nothing I have no will nor decision I'm the procreating corpse I tried to live but I've been just able to survive Survive in the vilest way I just can't have nothing I just can't get free cause I never wanted I'm the dead child that you disowned I'm the blind who sees his gallows I'll walk on this earth denying the only god Who pretended to love it Hand in hand with the tyrant who condemned me forever Hating you more than any other thing You forced me to believe you I left everything for having you You are destroying what is left of me You know I'll never be among your winners Neither among the gods you adored Praying for not going back anymore Don't drag me to the scorn of my enemies Faith where is my faith? I'd have it to adore you And where is your purity? I'd hold you and never be afraid Not having the courage to cheat I just wanna understand