You should let me rot in this smelly ragged bed It's not my will that I want back I will count my father thousand steps I will count my mother thousand lies The marches of people fighting The tragedies of emperors without crowns I will never ask myself again What's the meaning of believing in myself There is a reason to remain besides My stray ideals of purification Let me rot in this bed of crimes and sweat Save from my empty nights of alcohol And everytime your hand grasp my neck I feel saved like the Like the Christ Is this your courage? Is this the courage? How true is the luck of dying Without changing? And everytime your hand grasp my neck I feel saved like the Like the Christ Is this your courage? Is this the courage? How true is the luck of dying Without changing? And everytime your hand grasp my neck I feel saved like the Like the Christ Is this your courage? Is this the courage? How true is the luck of dying Without changing? I know how useless is to ask you to spare me now I know how useless is to believe In the bold fascination of my Sexuality but what nails inside? Is The ecstasy of your lifeless body The decadent shine of your lust I ignore the sense of perfection The end is between our lips while We deny love its coronation I want to embrace you and forget The condemnation that God inflicted us Have I ever been free And everytime your hand grasp my neck I feel saved like the Like the Christ Is this your courage? Is this the courage? How true is the luck of dying Without changing? And everytime your hand grasp my neck I feel saved like the Like the Christ Is this your courage? Is this the courage? How true is the luck of dying Without changing? And everytime your hand grasp my neck I feel saved like the Like the Christ Is this your courage? Is this the courage? How true is the luck of dying Without changing?