Why oh why
Does it get to me?
Why oh why
I let it get to me
Why oh why
Does it get to me
Why oh why
I let it get to me
I been living in the crib alone
Feeling like the villain when im entering my zone
But nobody one at home i smoke one to the dome
It help relax and then detach from my phone
All the texts are adding up feel like ive had enough
Cuz requests add stress and i need less adding up
On my plate added weight i cant handle no more
All the damage can't afford another loss to my score
Cuz when the bodies dropping counting and they adding up to millions
I been centering my focus on my growth and keep it realest
With myself, for my health, self help books up on the shelf
Never read a single page but acting wise beyond my age
I'll never get my ways, prolly never do
Get it on my own terms
Not with what they selling you
I'll never get my ways, prolly never do
Get it on my own terms
Not with that they selling you
Why oh why does it get to me
Why oh why i let it get to me
Why oh why does it get to me
Why oh why i let it get to me
2 years later i'm not perfect
2 years later feeling worthless
2 years later it's always 2 years later
Tryna find the role that Imma play beyond the curtain
To be the local jester with a mask cuz I'm hurting
Tryna develop holistic habitats and purchase
Property where I properly devote to verses
I wrote the sermons, I see them working
No secret service, but secrets surface from these curses
I see my purpose
Wanna question all the churches
Debates in person so I can see faces of horror when I speak of mine
If we talking mental health then I see decline
It's not so very often that I fucking feel divine
Why oh why does it get to me
Why oh why i let it get to me
I let it get to me
I let it get to me
I let it get to me
I just need a real friend
To hold me down
I just need a real friend
To hold me down
I just need a real friend