Your choking miasma shrouding my life Only one more step, push me to the brink Stumbling forwards, I don't want to go Breathe in your hate I've grown used to it It fuels me to try harder To move on You try to drag me down to your level Push my face into the dirt Chew, swallow the pain Swallow the silence, swallow the past I spend every day making sure That ghost only haunts me A constant reminder of how Low I can go Sick of lonely and tired of life He tells me there's no point In living out this pain You've been through too much all ready And there's no shame in stopping the fight But now I've seen the light Find the true beauty life can have It takes courage to destroy yourself A strength of character A commitment to the bitter end Find out purpose In purposelessness The beautiful struggle