My life is hard to part I'm not who i was anymore My life is hard to part With this gun to my head i see a light at the end of it, bleh With this gun to my head i see a light Walk along with me I dont want to see the world begin the wake(?) I will never again be faced With the demons of my past The emptiness is tearing me down I see now what i was to you I cant control myself I lead a life of hate And i cant seem to shake this I lead a life of hate If i fell from the land when my arms were open(?) Would you notice Im running my time and choking on the blood Of words unspoken I'll never be what you are Im running out from???? What does it all mean And how do i make it mine Fearless, I've done it to myself(?) I'll scream until i cant breathe If only you knew i was searching around For the ground beneath my feet But i'll make a change, i'll make a change If only i could see inside the walls That i used to look behind Im breaking through the final door I'll hold my breath and ask for more My heart is strong, my body's strong But i'll get what im fighting for Im breaking through the final door I'll hold my breath and ask for more My heart is strong, my body's strong But i'll get what im fighting for Is the choice ours to Well it turns out??? I am not myself with you You fucking buried me You never cared for me You tied this noose around my neck You kicked the fucking chair Swing me high, get me out Fearless