Hazy warm drunken eyes
Staring right back at me
Ghostly trains pass on by
Out the window as I drive on home
I can feel this is bad
But still I catch more feelings
I'm just so sick of being sad
Still I keep on repeating
I can feel this is bad
I need to watch my feelings
I'm just so sick of being sad
I need to try to escape
I need to make this mistake
I know that I'm testing fate
I need to love you
Oh, I need to love you
Make me laugh 'till it hurts
Still I feel my heart racing in my chest
Make me wonder why my laugh was really even there in the first place
This temporary happiness is driving me insane
But no matter what I do I'm the only one to blame
Stay out of my head
I can not love you
I can feel this is bad
I need to watch my feelings
I'm just so sick of being sad
So I just keep on repeating
I can feel this is bad
But still I catch more feelings
I'm just so sick of being sad
I need to try to escape
I need to make this mistake
I know that I'm testing fate
I need to love you
Oh, I need to love you
Oh, need to love you
All of these feelings just
Make me feel worse in the long run
But 'till then it's too much fun
Delusions swim 'round in my head
'Till I feel nothing again
I can feel this is bad
I need to watch my feelings
I'm just so sick of being sad
So I just keep on repeating
I can feel this is bad
But still I catch more feelings
I'm just so sick of being sad
I need to try to escape
I need to make this mistake
I know that I'm testing fate
I need to love you