So nice to see you
I can't tell how long it's been
I pushed you down beneath me
Cause you're the only thing I dread
Lately I've been content with myself
But this loneliness it gets to me
Well I knew you'd come back around
You're the one thing I cannot face
I think it's time to turn around
But I can't go back
Hard to mend
The broken pieces
Of my self
I can't restore
My fragile heart
I wish to leave this
Can I move on to something more
Well you dive right in as I dip my toes
The water seemed frigid oh so cold
So I part these seas till it overflows
As I sink down to this coral reef
I see myself pinned underneath
Please make this stop I can hardly breathe
You're the one thing I cannot face
I think it's time to turn around
Cause I'm fucking sick of second place
Will I ever overcome these bounds
This fear it gets hard to take
I wish it was easier somehow
But I can't go back
Alright
Hard to mend
The broken pieces
Of my self
I can't restore
My fragile heart
I wish to leave this
Can I move on to something more
I've built up these walls to prevent myself from being hurt
Turning a blind eye to the fact that I let countless opportunities slip through my fingertips
Looping through a vicious cycle of worthlessness and discouragement that I will one day rename regret
I hope to stop living in my head
And start living through my heart
Cause maybe that way I can stop living with
All the anxiety, and the fear of
The number you have dialed has been disconnected
Hard to mend
The broken pieces
Of my self
I Can't restore
My fragile heart
I wish to leave this
Can I move on to something more
This weight won't last forever
Hard to mend
I can almost taste the air
The broken pieces
This weight won't last forever
I can almost taste the air
Hard to mend
This weight won't last forever
I can almost taste the air
The broken pieces
This weight won't last forever
I can almost taste the air
Taste the air
Taste the air