If I had I drink... I'd drink it If I had a drug... I'd take it I'd do anything to peel away the pain I feel right now It's a mild December 31 And snow cries hard onto flooded earth But it can't compare to tear-soaked beds Shared by forbidden lovers again One more time: Before we fade away And turn the page One last time: With a final kiss Remember this 12/31 Now I'm the one who sits alone It's my fault I can't hold my own You see I'm broken down and bleeding from a Six month scab we peeled away tonight In the years last hour The swan song will fade at last And I will sing no more So just let me go