No cruel intentions, no desire to change The very things that made us gravitate But hollow words and empty promises Couldn't guarantee the same thing at the end Painted my every day in black and blue The bruises on my soul from loving you But bruises hide the scars that bear the pain And I can't believe it's still affecting me No I can't believe Here's the relapse to the progress I have made Your poison eats at me with every step I take Here's the reason why I can't go on this way Time and again the antidote slips away Time failed to come and take the pain away 'Cos you were recalled every time I had a chance to make a change But now I see through every sick disguise 'Cos you're still hidden deep inside my mind Inside my mind You're still hidden in my mind Here's the relapse to the progress I have made Your poison eats at me with every step I take Here's the reason why I can't go on this way Time and again the antidote slips away They say I'm angry but the melodies they keep me sane But if my life has come to this I can't help thinking I'm to blame Emotions misdirected just to dodge the first love's flame Receding agony when will you be my friend again Here's the relapse to the progress I have made Your poison eats at me with every step I take Here's the reason why I can't go on this way Time and again the antidote slips away