See me My brain is black My face is blurred My speech inept My fingers ache For anything today Calm but afraid Something's out to get me I'll get away Someday Sea change My nothingness My skewed heart My never peace My greyed out My gritted teeth away Calm but afraid Something's out to get me I'll get away Someday Cough the reason Bleed the heathen Watch the breathing Cease from being No forgiving Know the feeling Now you're giving And receiving Teacher teacher How should I leave you In the ground or in the tree Can you see me Do you believe me Watch you neatly Lie beneath me