I pulled my socks Up to my neck I've never been so cold in my life With my hands Beginning to ache I started my way down the street Houses that once looked inviting Now tempt me to know what they're hiding The majestic The domestic All their windows are closed Where can I go So I won't lose Who I should be Don't say whoever I choose Now I feel like a murderer But I don't know who I've killed This is my neighborhood Where no one's seen me before But I'm still young Or I think I am Then why this bitter response To my face To my stare The way that I show with a smile That I just don't care I saw the headlights coming But I didn't change my course I had the feeling I've had all along That I can't surprise myself What could I say In front of that light I moved away I guess I won't tonight