Midsummer sadness
Brushed off and I can barely sleep at night
I know you lost your way
And I lost control
In and out of my head
Don't think I'm good for nothing yet
Make more promises than you can keep
I'm sure you'll be just fine without me
You're so in love
But not with me
Gone
The way we felt things now
So why prolong?
And nothing's off the table
When you deal with the devil
Should I celebrate or suffer
Or somewhere in between?
All alone
Nowhere to go
With memories on replay she said:
"Is this as good as it gets?"
You're tongue tied
It only took a second to figure why
Every little mismatch
Was yours and you'll regret that
You didn't take the time to figure why
And I know I never said I'm sorry
But to you it's all the same
I got all fucked up on what never was
Instead of what could have been
You make me miss, reminisce
But not enough to make a difference
You're too proud for forgiveness
Too guilty to make amends
Who would've known you'd take
The better parts and pieces of me?
Did you learn to love the mess?
We were young so directionless
But I know
Just as soon as I leave you
I'll be right back
(I'm gonna tell you why I'm gone)
The way we felt things now
So why prolong?
And nothing's off the table
When you deal with the devil
Should I celebrate or suffer
Or somewhere in between?
All alone
Nowhere to go
With memories on replay she said:
"Is this as good as it gets?"
(Cold aches
A long night ahead
It's only me inside of my head
Cold aches
A long night ahead
It's only me inside of my head)
And I know...