Being adult is such a ride
I thought that this would finally be a good time
But I can't lie
It takes a lot just to be fine
I'm not scared of getting older
But I'm terrified of growing even colder
I feel I gave away all of my light
I gotta call my sister
She can help me remember
I've been through a lot
I just forgot I'm not a robot
Being alone is overrated
I spent my youth knowing I would grow up jaded
I held my hands locked in a prayer
But there was no one there
How come the other kids get to know
The love of a god, the peace of a heaven
And I can't sleep at night
I gotta call my sister
Don't think I ever said to her
That I feel like a ghost and she's Halloween
She sees me
Driving at night gets existential
The right song at the wrong time can be detrimental
I fear I'm wasting my potential
Would I care if everybody I love burned up with the sun
And I was all alone
I don't really know
I gotta call my sister
She can make it all better
I'll tell her I'm afraid of being sociopathic
And she'll tell me I'm being dramatic
And I'll believe her