Sometimes I wake up early just to stay in bed
I drink too much coffee to bed in my head
I say one-day I'll move into a better place
Even give myself time to appreciate
How my best friends stick with me when I complain
I tell them life sucks even when it's okay
They say one day we'll all be in a better space
But right now we all just got too much on our plates
Well I've been writing things down
Tryna get out of these clouds
You'd think I'd know myself by now
Three years of picking up the pieces
I don't really need this
So I'm giving up
On fooling myself
That I'm so fucked in the head I can't tell
If I'm honest or my honesty is reckless
Hell
I'm over overthinking only loving someone else
Bout time I really gave up on fooling myself
Fooling my fooling my fooling myself
Fooling myself fooling my
I never followed directions when I was a kid
I barely cared about keeping up with social cliques
Always in trouble with my drumming and my dumb attempts
To hear someone laugh in the silence
Looking back I don't care if I did wouldn't change a thing
Life ain't fair there's nowhere you can't overthink
They say one day we'll all be in a better space
But right now we all just got too much on our plates
Well I've been writing things down
Tryna get out of these clouds
You'd think I'd know myself by now
Three years of picking up the pieces
I don't really need this
So I'm giving up
On fooling myself
That I'm so fucked in the head I can't tell
If I'm honest or my honesty is reckless
Hell
I'm over overthinking only loving someone else
Bout time I really gave up on fooling myself
That I'm so fucked in the head I can't tell
If I'm honest or my honesty is reckless
Hell
I'm over overthinking only loving someone else
Bout time I really gave up on fooling myself
Fooling my fooling my fooling myself
Fooling myself fooling my
Fooling my fooling my fooling myself
Fooling myself fooling my