Fake smiles won't get me around I don't think there's another way Monday attempts to relax on doing it for me today I got peace inside of my soul It looks just like part of a whole Materialistic I know that I own it The hole that it fills in my heart someone stole it Change is strange I've been the victim Less intense against the system But I'm the one to blame Made my own mistakes Live for the pain to distract our suffering So we fall into the grips Of a long familiar path An unconvincing part of me A selfish view on this My early 20s so suppressed And dressed to look our best I still do everything I can With my lifespan in my hands Trying to see the bright side in my head It's like a chance to be young and dead Positive reflections lead to a positive direction But I don't think I can follow suit So I am telling you I got peace inside of my soul It looks just like part of a whole Materialistic I know that I own it The hole that it fills in my heart someone stole it Change is strange I've been the victim Less intense against the system But I'm the one to blame Made my own mistakes live for the pain To distract our suffering So it'd seem the change is real We're always balancing ourselves Owing debt to grow mature And paying it all our lives So we fall into the grips Of a long familiar path An unconvincing part of me A selfish view on this My early 20s so suppressed And dressed to look our best I still do everything I can with my lifespan in my hands I just need it to relax Relax Bring it on back Yeah bring it on back Bring it on back Bring it on back