Down in a rut, trapped in limbo
The amiable feels so pitiful
Can't respond to an act so genial
About a thing misperceived as meaningful
If I'm my own problem (then what's the solution)
Taking steps towards improvement (won't change my conclusion)
My own volition, it was my doing
I chose to be here, now doubts are brewing
I want to accept it but I'm still losing
To cynicism and mental preclusions
If I'm my own problem (then what's the solution)
Taking steps towards improvement (won't change my conclusion)
Am I so wrong
Being an honest fraud
I'm just speaking truth man
I ain't sure that I belong
(But I'm still...)
Waiting everyday for the seasons to change
Am I the fucking issue or is it just the time of day
I've read the chapter but can't seem to the turn the page
Afraid of an ending where I watch it fade away