Part of me is faded and cold Part of me is rusted and old My dreams, my demons, my fears, my mistakes Hit me at once then all together disappear My free will, my ego, my constraints, my sanity For a second I'm free For a second I'm free For a second I'm free Behaving and acting Not empty but not me Forgetting who I used to be Upside down till nosebleed Every turn became a corner Every turn became a torture Wanna earn a badge of honor Be my one and only soldier I don't know what to feel, I don't know how to feel Let it go, let it seal, before growin' you gotta kill Part of me is faded and cold Part of me is rusted and old My dreams, my demons, my fears, my mistakes Hit me at once then all together disappear My free will, my ego, my constraints, my sanity For a second I'm free For a second I'm free For a second I'm free Behaving and acting Not empty but not me Forgetting who I used to be Upside down till nosebleed ♪ Lost in long nights, running short on time Standing upright, knowing I'll be alright Not editing myself for someone else Not reckonin' I'll be something else Not fallin' for black or white lies Not turning on a dime ahead of time Keep dying and breathin' Not faking but changing On the lookout for the red lights On a burning edge but not gonna die Alone, alone, alone in a dark city Hoping one day someone hears me Not that bad, it's nothing I don't know what to feel, I'm so fuckin' used to feelin' lonely I'm okay with it Part of me is faded and cold Part of me is rusted and old My dreams, my demons, my fears, my mistakes Hit me at once then all together disappear My free will, my ego, my constraints, my sanity For a second I'm free For a second I'm free For a second I'm free Behaving and acting Not empty but not me Forgetting who I used to be Upside down till nosebleed ♪ In a dark city In a small pond, tryna make a sound Out in the cold gettin' off the ground In the city fresh flesh and bone Proving I'm not a stone Part of me is faded and cold Part of me is rusted and old My dreams, my demons, my fears, my mistakes Hit me at once then all together disappear My free will, my ego, my constraints, my sanity For a second I'm free For a second I'm free For a second I'm free Behaving and acting Not empty but not me Forgetting who I used to be Upside down till nosebleed