In melancholy, hardly hanging on You relied on me And I fucked it all up Ashamed of how I ran away from you Was a coward's move Guess I've always been one I always said I'd be there by your side But when you needed me I let you down I can't pretend I didn't see the signs Because they haunted me I chose to hide From the demons I left you to I never thought you'd do The things you said In melancholy, hardly hanging on You relied on me And I fucked it all up Ashamed of how I ran away from you Was a coward's move Guess I've always been one I found it hard to even comprehend How you could be so low Now I understand I can't go back and try to make amends The guilt is killing me I can't outrun All the demons you left me to I never thought I'd do The same as you In melancholy, hardly hanging on You relied on me And I fucked it all up Ashamed of how I ran away from you Was a coward's move Guess I've always been one