I been talking for so long I thought I'd never hear your voice again Hurts to be your enemy ' Worse to be your friend Without you even knowing it ' Without you even knowing it I been hiding for so long I knew I'd die before I found you Hurts to be without you ' Worse to be inside you Without you even knowing it ' Without you even knowing it Slipping out of the yawning abyss Calling each other names ' Pretending to reminisce There's nothing sweet about this No bitterness, no hope, no mirror image, no innocence, no difference This is it A submission to the lonely It's not that I don't love you, you're just not the only one When all the talking's done I'll come and find you in the silence Wax lips dripping red lust into the sun Dead one kiss at a time Living for the moment I find out if I'm alive Enough to make you blush and then survive The naked rush of sun setting is upsettingly dull once it arrives Carbon carousels return with homesick seraphim with fresh canary lungs Becoming one with their demise As we drift into the sprawling abyss Calling each other names ' Pretending not to exist As we fall I been talking for so long I thought I'd never hear your voice again Hurts to be your enemy ' Worse to be your friend Without you even knowing it ' Without you even knowing it I been hiding for so long I knew I'd die before I found you Hurts to be without you ' Worse to be inside you Without you even knowing it ' Without you even knowing it