I'll take this misery and bury it well Beneath the surface And try on earnest To throw on a smile so no one can tell That I'm rotting from inside Depressions eating me alive One more good push and I just might not make it I might not make it I wish I wish With all my heart That I could keep this together And not fall apart I'm tearing at the seams Lost in the in between Casting shadows in the dark Is it sad I've gotten used to living in false faces Behind these masks is how I keep intact And running in the races Conceal the fractures Black out the pain Pretend it doesn't matter if I feel ok Cause at curtain call I might be there or not who knows I wish I wish With all my heart That I could keep this together And not fall apart I'm tearing at the seams Lost in the in between Casting shadows in the dark I wish I wish With all my heart I wish I wish I wasn't falling apart Casting shadows in the dark I wish I wish With all my heart (with all my heart) That I could keep this together And not fall apart (not fall apart) I'm tearing at the seams Lost in the in-between (the in-between) Casting shadows in the dark (I'm casting shadows) I'm casting shadows I'm tearing at the seams Lost in the in between Casting shadows in the dark