Take my scalp, peel it back, crack the bone Expose that I'm not who I wanna be So insecure you see Watch as anxiety takes a hold of me And I push everyone I love so far away Just fucking kill me, I mean it No, really I'm so fucking far down I can't find my way out Where did all my light go I just wish I had hope I just wish I had hope The drugs don't work And these pills won't do Can't patch up the pieces that have come unglued How do I quiet the screaming in an empty room I'm running out of ways to pull myself through I just wish I had hope I just wish I had I'm not getting any better And it's driving me insane Laugh lines pin my smile in place to hide the pain Watch as my ship goes down I hope the crowd cheers loud The drugs don't work And these pills won't do Can't patch up the pieces that have come unglued How do I quiet the screaming in an empty room I'm running out of ways to pull myself through I just wish I had hope I just wish I had Hope ♪ The drugs don't work And these pills won't do Can't patch up the pieces that have come unglued How do I quiet the screaming in an empty room I'm running out of ways to pull myself through I just wish I had hope I just wish I had I just wish I had hope I just wish I had