I remember, we packed all your stuff, and we got ready to move to California And we had agreed that I would spend half the time in New York, and half the time in California And the day before you left, it hit me that we weren't gonna be around each other all the time And I remember that really got to me, and that was like, it hit me like a ton of bricks, y'know? So we got on the flight to LAX from JFK We had three dogs with us, and we had Nori with us, so it was crazy We got to the house, we unpacked everything And then a couple weeks later I went back to New York And I remember just feeling, like, so bad that I was so far away from you Every day I would just be thinking, "I wonder how she's doing, I wonder if she's okay" And it would be just, like, turning my stomach that I wasn't there with you And that's the moment I knew that I wanted to be by your side forever