Why do I try? Yeah im just gonna sing it pretty raspy I think it might sound nice (Yeah yeah yeah uh yeah yeah yeah ah ay) Why do I try? To exist in this game you made for me? Caught stacked in your favor Then you pushed me to the edge I chased the dream that you sold me Running towards the thought of being happy I want my money long my hair nappy Put my family on no more stressing Tired of typing the words stress (man fk) These days I find silence Traveling the places where my enemies dont know us yet Dont tell me when the sun is rising I dont want to know it Cause when the light come out I'm face To face with all my problems and I show it Shaking hands with my devil Before I go to sleep Put some liquor in the kettle Cause I like the way I drink When they ask what my problem, imma tell them everything When they ask me whats my problem imma tell them (Hope they see)