Losing control
From the things that I do
Ready to bloom
But instead sinking deeper
All the time
Tell myself it's all fine
All whilst I am
Freaking out inside
What's my fate?
Will I blossom?
Will I fade?
These are the questions
Filling up my head
Back away, fallen petals have their place
Making my bouquet
Of moments lost along the way
Ooh— I'm lost here
You can't hold onto broken petals but I'm trying
(I'm trying)
Feeling the colors fade but fighting
Ooh— I'm lost here ooh
You can't hold onto broken petals but I'm trying
(I'm trying)
Feeling the colors fade but fighting
Like a flower
Moving with the wind
But wanting to grow up
To feel the warmth from the sun
Every time that I get a little closer
I remember that
I am stuck in this mud
What's my fate?
Will I blossom?
Will I fade?
These are the questions
Filling up my head
Back away, fallen petals have their place
Making my bouquet (ooh)
Of moments lost along the way
Ooh— I'm lost here
You can't hold onto broken petals but I'm trying
Feeling the colors fade but fighting
Ooh— I'm lost here ooh
You can't hold onto broken petals but I'm trying
(I'm trying)
Feeling the colors fade but fighting
(I'm fighting)
And for some reason I keep on holding on
To the days that have been and gone
(Have been and gone)
They've been and gone
Yeah, there's nothing I can do now I know
(I know)
But still I'm just not ready to let them go
(To let them go)
No I won't let them go—
Ooh— I'm lost here
You can't hold onto broken petals but I'm trying
(I'm trying)
Feeling the colors fade but fighting
Ooh— I'm lost here ooh
You can't hold onto broken petals but I'm trying
(I'm trying, I'm trying)
Feeling the colors fade but fighting
(I'm fighting, I'm fighting)
I'm holding onto broken petals but they're dying
(I'm trying, I'm trying)
I'm holding onto broken petals but they're dying
So delicate yet I'm still fighting