I see your end and its coming fast Fear the blade when I feel so torturous. murderous I deny I defy your life through suffering I'm caught choosing sides between a knife and a smile But inside I hate the same Think I'll disappear for a while When I come back I'll show you a different face Lost between delusion and denial Abandoned left to find my way Im caught choosing sides between a knife and a smile But inside I hate the same I feel your fear and it fills the hole Deep inside where the hatred grows Deceiver. Life taker. Predator. in the dark I'm caught choosing sides between a knife and a smile But inside I hate the same Think I'll disappear for a while When I come back I'll show you a different face Lost between delusion and denial Abandoned left to find my way I'm caught choosing sides between a knife and a smile But inside I hate the same Lashing out On you in spite of the change that you witness Tranquility, it never lasts Lashing out On you in spite of the plea for forgiveness None shall be had None shall be had Step into my shrine of pain and look upon the masks ive made Each one torn Off the faces of the innocent and sane Taking victims at random in hopes to one day replace The fractures in my mind that lead to dismay Step into my shrine of pain And look upon the masks I've made Each one torn off the faces of the sane Taking victims at random In hopes to one day replace the fractures in my mind That lead me to dismay