'This horse is fallen Just take it in and count your losses There's nothing you can do Look at me I have nothing You're dead and so am i I just can't stay You can't ask me to' All this time he sits quiet The words stolen from his throat He hates her fucking guts tonight This game is lost and so is she This silence is too thick for him to bear, And it's banging on his eardrums Burning through his veins Blasting from his insides He needs to breathe Push it back let his life run its course The sun has not reared its ugly head in weeks His eyes are growing shut, his walls are coming down Drowning in his pity for himself No one can help him, no one Fine: a pathetic end to a pathetic existence Only you can pull yourself back up when you fall Never trust in anyone but your goddamn self Your goddamn self