I've been thinking of these faded faces
Running right back to some messed up places
Your face runs through my mind
Funny how these thoughts won't fade with time
I can think of a million reasons
Why to keep the good sh! t from my demons
I'm competing with myself
Scared that heaven ain't fun like hell
These days I don't even wanna think about when I was quiet
I would fantasise about a man who lied and I would buy it
I would think about it every time I'd go to sleep
Funny how your truth is a lie in dreams
I can think of a million reasons
Why to keep the good sh! t from my demons
I'm competing with myself
Scared that heaven ain't fun like hell
I've been thinking of these faded faces
Running right back to some messed up places
I've been lying to myself
Scared that heaven ain't fun like hell