I'm so fucked up
Drunken off love that you left
I'm so messed up
Now theres smoke in my lungs I'm on fire
I guess I run it up stay fucking up
My heart once again
I'm just done growing up
Done sucking up to her and all her friends
I guess I run it up stay fucking up
My heart once again
I'm just done growing up
Done sucking up to her and all her friends
Fuck it broken and I love it so why am I still running
My future felt so bright so why'd you have to snuff it
Now I party every single night
Masquerading all of my emotions
These pills I take not feeling right
Now I'm lost at sea I'm an open ocean
Now I'm so fucked up
Drunken off love that you left
I'm so messed up
Now theres smoke in my lungs
I'm on fire
I guess I run it up stay fucking up
My heart once again
I'm just done growing up
Done sucking up to her and all her friends
I guess I run it up stay fucking up
My heart once again
I'm just done growing up
Done sucking up to her and all her friends
I need a push to start in my heart
Cause at the rate I'm going I can't see my future
Just fly me to the stars
Maybe then I'll be cured of my sicknesses
Now I'm so fucked up
Drunken off love that you left
I'm so messed up
Now theres smoke in my lungs
I'm on fire
I guess I run it up stay fucking up
My heart once again
I'm just done growing up
Done sucking up to her and all her friends
I guess I run it up stay fucking up
My heart once again
I'm just done growing up
Done sucking up to her and all her friends