Turn around your families set the table Time to talk about the words you said And why you said them the way you did And I guess that Nobody knows the way that I feel When I'm all alone in room with faces that I grew up with And I'm sorry that I can't Express the way I feel in person Sometimes being quiet Is the only way for the soul to heal And I don't think that they understand Cause when I say it I tell them lies And not what's deep inside Now they got me singing I'm sorry for the way that I've been Over the past year But I don't think that you'll listen Even if I were to die tonight I'm sorry father I'm sorry mother But your kid is to afraid to speak these thoughts in person Now I'm cursed and Guess I'm better off better off better off dead I should've kept all of these thoughts inside my head Now I'm running off running off running off a cliff I don't want no one to stop me I don't want to see you sad I break down everything that happens Not just to me but even to my friends And I don't think they believe me even when I'm drowning Why am I drowning And I don't think that they understand Cause when I say it I tell them lies And not what's deep inside now they got me singing I'm sorry for the way that I've been Over the past year But I don't think that you'll listen Even if I were to die tonight I'm sorry father I'm sorry mother But your kid is to afraid to speak these thoughts in person Now I'm cursed and