She told me that it's over now, oh well
That last October felt like hell
Now I've grown colder, in my shell
Will I be okay, time will
Tell me
Is this really real
Is that how you really feel
I act like it's no big deal
But it's just like I've been killed
Life's not fair
Gotta cut her off
Like she did my hair
So the weight gets dropped
Been waiting for a shot
Still chasing
I know that I should stop
But she's amazing
Why do you gotta stay stuck in my mind
I think about you all the time
Gotta brush you off to the side, yeah
And I got a few things to decide, yeah
Cos I still feel like I did back then
And we can't take back all that's happened
But you say you feel the same, then why'd it have to end
Why's it hurt to be alive, we died as friends
She told me that it's over now, oh well
That last October felt like hell
Now I've grown colder, in my shell
Will I be okay, time will
Tell me
Is this really real
Is that how you really feel
I act like it's no big deal
But it's just like I've been killed
I felt like I knew you
We had a strong start
Cos we both blew through
The talking part
Heart to hearts, and a few drunk nights
Panic attacks, but we made it alright
It's changing
Used to be vivid
Now the colors are fading
Stomach feels twisted
And I feel so anxious
Dangerous staying friends now
Painless or is that really pretend now
Cos I still feel like I did back then
And we can't take back all that's happened
But you say you feel the same, then why'd it have to end
Why's it hurt to be alive, we died as friends
She told me that it's over now, oh well
That last October felt like hell
Now I've grown colder, in my shell
Will I be okay, time will
Tell me
Is this really real
Is that how you really feel
I act like it's no big deal
But it's just like I've been killed