The hard times blow in three, so it seems At least that's the way this year has seemed to toll And I've been handed things that others sweat and bleed for I'm undeserving, I'm on a pedestal I wish I knew you back before you had to leave You know I, I wish I had truly felt your light And I've been blessed in ways that almost sickens my mind I wish you could run this right You deserve my life ♪ And Lord, I wonder why it had to be her, you know To me, it seemed too early to be right The brightest colors in the sky, they dance at dawn But soon enough they're gonna fade to night They always fade to night I wish I knew you back before you had to leave You know I, I wish I had truly felt your light And I've been blessed in ways that almost sickens my mind I wish you could run this right You deserve my life ♪ And all the seasons seem to blow in all the change It's like the leaves, they make their colors, then they fall And this October came with more than just a breeze It's like she made her change and blew above us all She blew above us all I wish I knew her back before she had to leave You know I, I wish I had truly felt your light And I've been blessed in ways that almost sickens my mind I wish you could run this right You deserve it I wish I knew you back before you had to leave You know I, I wish I had truly felt your light And I've been blessed in ways that almost sickens my mind I wish you could run this right You deserve my life