Ayyyyyy... haha!
Now this a reflective self deprecating look back at my life type of rap
So strap in!
And if you're not ready... better hit next quick
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I used to sip venom
As if it were a weapon
That would affect enemies even though I was ingestin'
It didn't make sense, so I guess I learned my lesson
With some folks you can't fix shit, I should reckon
All I can do, to really relieve tension
Only fuck with those who fuck with me and fuck the rest, kid
Some motherfuckers got a harem and some henchmen
No one alive who really likes their presence
They gotta buy 'em presents, cuz if they don't they're out in seconds
Or they need to threaten them with weapons
Cuz no one likes their fuckin' essence!
Now that's just sad! But that was me in the past
So I had to fuckin' change, and I had to change fast
Cuz at one time my life was a slo-mo plane crash
Only one to blame was me, yo straight facts
And I can't take back my crazy texts and deeds
Half the shit I did it now perplexes me
Can't act like I was some man of complexity
No self esteem so I'd talk shit reflexively
I think about that shit, yes it distresses me
I know some folks will never be impressed with me
Even though I'm cool now, they'll be suspectin' me
To lose my shit and start to act aggressively
Some folks have only seen me act unpleasantly
Some folks have only seen me act offensively
I can try and change and have integrity
But for some shit you can't go back like a vasectomy
I mean shit was gettin' worse like exponentially
I almost lost my life straight up potentially
Some people you just lose 'em consequentially
Can't think they gon' forgive my ass eventually
But I had to forgive myself so the venom would not choke me
Can't particularly say what finally awoke me
All I know though now is that those that used to know me:
Know I'm tryin to change and quit bein' such a jabroni!
Gotta learn from my mistakes, stakes are higher than ever before
Watchin my venom intake, takes strength straight up into my core
Thinkin way back to the days, daily tanked I'm out on the floor
I can no longer relate, lately livin' a life I adore
Gotta learn from my mistakes, stakes are higher than ever before
Watchin my venom intake, takes strength straight up into my core
Thinkin way back to the days, daily tanked I'm out on the floor
I can no longer relate, lately livin' a life I adore
Alright? Ahhh, yeah, yeah
So I know it got dark for a second
And I'm sure I've not learned every lesson
But keepin' shit in can get depressin'
Found the antidote man, it feels refreshin'
Haha. Yeah. I don't know what else. I don't know, that's it.